u/Inevitable-Print761

I feel like such a FUCKING PIECE OF SHIT. a month ago, my friend was on discord talking to me, saying something about suicide, and I decided to try and cheer him up. I failed. I FUCKING FAILED. I thought he was only blocking me for a couple days since I must’ve gotten annoying. it’s been a month since then. I only realised today that he’s gone. I’m such a fucking asshole and a fucking disappointment for not knowing. I only knew him on playstation. he was 15, and I was 13. now because of my failure, he’ll be dead and I get to move on. why do I continue to fail so FUCKING MUCH?