Bf told me not to talk about it
Last week, I was with my boyfriend and we were getting freaky and whatnot. I told him beforehand that I'm ovulating and dont want to risk anything by doing it raw. He said "come on dont be like that, how about i just rub against you? No going in." I said fine, but he kept deliberately trying to go in. And then it did go in.
He took it out immediately, but tried to play it off like it wasn't serious. Is this not sexual assault??? He said sorry and that I forgave him and that I shouldn't bring it up anymore and that he doesnt want to hear about it.
It still bothered me so I brought it up and he just said "okay my bad, ill just take a vow of celibacy instead. Ill keep my hands off of you." I dont feel satisfied with his answer so I really dont know what to do or how to feel. Is this manipulation?? Gaslighting??? I feel so confused.