AIO after finding mf bf was on only fans after he promised to stop.
I might sound crazy but I’m so hurt it makes me feel so bad abt myself and he knew that… i feel like he’s not trying to fix things does this look like he wants to break up or am i spiraling. For context i found it earlier this morning around 11 when i glanced on his insta search and he had looked up an of model so i called him if i could check if he was still doing it. I saw the links in his insta link history and i feel like he really downplayed it and made me feel bad somehow rather than comforting me or being empathetic. He even refused to say he wouldn’t do it again but did apologize he later on the phone said he wouldn’t do it anymore but now I feel like im forcing him. He’s often an avoidant person during arguments and I’m more anxious so I’m hoping he comes around and owns his mistake . Idk tho mb y’all will tell me i sound phyco i do have a history of getting cheating on and can admit i may be more sensitive abut this stuff bc of that.