i'm mentally preparing for it, trying to leave the negativity behind and start anew in may. for now i have left an offering of water and a drawing of him on his altar, but will also do an invocation in the evening. what about you?
lately i have been feeling sluggish and exhausted, so i wanted to do a reading with lord leviathan to ask what i could do about it. i wanted to meditate a bit so i put on some ritual music and chanted his enn, but as soon as i closed my eyes i felt deeply overwhelmed by sensations and thoughts. i tried to stay with it for a while but it felt way too big, and instead of clearing my mind i felt a surge of energy that was too much to handle. afterwards my readings weren't making sense either despite trying a couple of times. for context i hadnt meditated or tuned into his energy the last few days due to being either busy or fatigued.
what could've caused this? should i build a circle before trying to meditate with him, despite not doing a whole ritual?