u/Inevitable_Skill8513

i lost my baby with a previous partner 2018 she was 8 months old died of sids but in my arms we went to sleep she never woke up, i had a post mortum done and was cleared of any involvement it was sids. but my current partner keeps picking on me ive been on a relationship for around 4 years had 2 babies with him but he wont stop calling me names and its things like baby killer etc i hate our realtionship but feel trapped can someone advise me and tell me things may get easier. sorry for the rant x