u/Infamous-Clock-3285

I only just realised I was educationally neglected and I think that's the reason I have such bad motivation issues. I was educationally neglected while being in the 3rd public school I was moved to, after grade 3 I stopped properly learning because I was moved to an entirely different country and none of the teachers helped/taught me. I know this sub is about homeschooling which I also did experience during and after 2021 when my mother gave up trying to homeschool me because of multiple things. I tried to study by myself a few times after 2022, but I ended up giving up because I wouldn't ever be motivated enough to do so. I kind of feel stuck and super far back, I feel like if I wasn't moved around so much and if I never went into homeschooling that I wouldn't be in the position I am right now. It feels like my life is ruined, I try to explain to others how I'm scared going to college would be like trying to teach a brick wall. I'm British and I have no gces and anything involving that confuses me, It's like how am I going to learn years of work that I missed to resit them? I literally learnt how to spell and use basic grammar on Roblox...