u/Infamous-Tip7262

And a cheater

Of course nobody will suddenly break friendship and take stand for someone else! Suzzy really tried very hard to make Akanksha understand and correct her, it takes time and she is really doll hearted felt like she really didn’t wanted to expose anything about Akanksha but the situation was messy due to both pathetic Yogesh and Akanksha!! Seriously it’s okay if people consider her bad friend but she won as a human
It’s not her loss It’s the loss of Akanksha and the looser Rohit shame on them
And shame on the blind Akanksha supporting audience
This is high time apologies with ruru !!!!!!

She knew Tayne was not serious about her since the very beginning and still she created alot of drama!! And what the hell today she really went below the belt like Himanshu stood up for her everytime but she’s is the real evil person here!! Oh so much of attitude! Oh god I used to like her from beginning but she lost my respect she is really pathetic person!

I don’t know why whenever I fail in anything or even minor inconvenience or draw back in present life it triggers my School memory

I had a physics teacher at my school who was very senior and taught my older brother sisters as well. My cousins were really sharp in physics but I was avg, during boards viva examination was going on and at my turn he read my name and recognised that I’m from this particular family after that he questioned me, it took some time for me to solve and then I gave the correct answer, I don’t know why he was disappointed from me and said ahh you are not like your brothers and sisters , you don’t have potential , YOU DON’T DESERVE YOUR FAMILIES SURNAME!!!!????

I was like what even- oh god it’s been years and I still remembered it because after viva i cried in front of my whole class because I can’t control my emotions

That was major breakdown for me and my confidence that I don’t deserve anything because ya it was mental trauma that i still remember whenever i get hurt!!

Ps: if anybody has solution to not to trigger this pathetic feelings then kindly help.

It’s been literally more than 10 years, I have another level of sadness and I don’t know why.At this point I feel like nothing could make me really happy. If I’m with the people I’m detached, I seem to be happy but internally I’m not!!

I have tried everything but the feeling of “not enough “ or “shouldn’t even live, better off being dead” is consistent. Though I have confidence issues , I feel like I’m good at nothing seriously not even single thing.

Many times I talk negative about myself and certain time positive affirmation and self talks but it doesn’t works, I’m completely detached with everything like love life, family life, work life, friends, materialistic things

Nothing works I’m frustrated with this feeling, I want to live normal life.