He lied to me for a nearly year
He lied to me for 10 months. I feel so broken. My life’s been a lie. Like a fool I believed him I can’t believe I believed him. He told me the last time was in February. I would ask to check his sobriety chart and he’d show me an app he doesn’t use anymore. He’s been actively lying to me. Everyday. Everyday making choices to lie to me. Why me. What is it about me that makes him want to do this to me. I feel so so so broken. I don’t know why I didn’t press more. I would cry that we don’t have sex anymore, and I thought it’s because of his sobriety. He would lie and say bc he’s been sober so long he’s not horny anymore. He was lying. Every time he was lying. I feel so sick. For 10 months. My god. We live together. I feel so foolish. I wish I didn’t make it so easy. I feel so worthless.