u/IngenuityHead965

I don’t know what I’m getting out of this post. I just need to just scream into the void for a second. My husband is in the navy. He’s thousands of miles away from me at the moment. I’m 5 months pregnant. I have my sister. I have my mom. Him and I get to talk sometimes. It just hurts so bad that I don’t get to share this experience with him. The pregnancy is one thing, but the cloud that’s lingering overhead right now is the fact that there’s a strong possibility I will give birth to our first child and he won’t be there. I’m so sad. I don’t want to do all this alone. This is what we signed up for, but I am so sad. I don’t tell him these things because I don’t want to sound selfish when he’s the one making the sacrifice. I’m just so hurt.