Kya ye sabke saath hota hai ?
(I'm M23)Bhai sab bolte hai ki ladkiyo ko mood swings hote hai kabhi wo achha behave karti hai kabhi gussa ho jati hai but yrr ladko ko ussey ganda mood swing hota hai,
For example, merko hi dekhlo yawrrr.. mein kabhi kabhi Boht khush ho jata hu ki duniya jahan ki sab khushi merko mil gyi aur kabhi kabhi (like abhi bhi) aisa lagta hai "why even I am alive" boht dimag kharab hota hai aise time pe, and samajh bhi nhi aata dimag kya emotion feel kar raha hai ?? Is it loneliness? Is it anxiety? Is it sadness?? Or something worse... Idk but yrr ye hota hai,, kabhi kabhi to itna randomly hota hai ki mein office se aa raha hu songs sun raha hu mast and raaste me koi song ya song ki koi specific line ye trigger kardeti hai and mein apni overthinking aur loneliness ki duniya me pohoch jata hu, last month mein himachal gya tha for some peace aur merko Boht achha laga tha shayad mujhse firse ek trip marni chahiye... Maybe ek solo trip...
(Agar koi saath chalna chahega to chal sakta hai you're welcome just DM me, we'll make a plan) But yrr ye chij kyu hoti hai, sudden feeling of loneliness and worthless
Huh whatever it is,
Aur to aur mera insta bhi band hogya mein thoda timepass karleta tha reels dekh ke apna mind divert karleta tha ab wo bhi nhi, I have nothing to do, bas din me office raat me reddit le scroll,
Agar koi yaha tak read kar raha hai, thanks buddy ✨ ily 🥰
Umm I guess, good-bye for now, kabhi aur firse koi experience share karunga next time...
Aur hnn trip ke liye mat bhulna, (I live in Delhi btw)