help
Please help I’m having such a hard time right now with retroactive jealousy. i want to talk to my boyfriend about my feelings but I don’t want to upset him OR make him think about his ex. I feel like the more I bring it up, the more he’ll think about her or miss her or something I don’t know. shes actually ugly guys I know we all like to tell ourselves that but this time it’s actually true she has a lazy eye and meth jaw . so if he did cheat on me with her then I think I could convince myself that it wasn’t worth it anyways . I’m starting a new form of therapy soon to hopefully help with this I just don’t want to think about it anymore I don’t want to think about them holding each other i dont want to think about them fighting or fucking or having a good time together or going on trips together or them talking about building a life together or how bad it hurt them to break up or