music rant?? HELP😭✋
so for context, i’m 22 almost 23, and am an HUGE metal music lover (i also want to add in because this is for later in this, when i can’t go to a show that’s near me i genuinely get emotional because i financially can’t afford it nor can i drive so when i get opportunities to go to shows the way i do, i go). growing up i went to many concerts HOWEVER they were concerts of my parents choice and relatively cheap (admission being like $10-30 depending on where or who) and didn’t start going to shows of MY choosing until i was 18-19 and for the past two years me and my best best friend have been going to this music festival, and we had planned on going this year, well a month before we are supposed to go, i get told we can’t go because we can’t afford the hotel, NOW, i COMPLETELY UNDERSTAND W H Y we are not going, but now it’s the weekend of the festival (the 14th thru the 17th) and now that i’m missing out on so many bands that i’ve been wanting to see i’m genuinely so emotional about it lololol and like i know it sounds super pathetic but like a few of these bands for me felt like a “once in a lifetime” thing because like i genuinely could not afford to see them alone than i would at a festival. and i feel like i fumbled this so hard but i genuinely feel so pathetic about it but i also can’t help my emotions whatsoever…. help😭