TW// mentions of manipulation, and some abuse.
One of my abusers assumed he saw me at a dollar store and made an online post about how "They're the worst they've ever looked, and selfishness hit me like , you were talking all that shit look at you 5 years later but instead i prayed for theyre recovery and felt bad, they treated me terribly and I retaliated" all refering to me who we were together 5 years ago. The thing is I was 19 and he was 39 when we got together. I was with him throughout covid with no running water because he was too proud to pay for it on and was abusive in every way possible to me while also being twice my size. I don't even go to dollar store because of the trauma he caused me like sincerely and I want to message him and crashout about it or message his sister and ask if she can ask him to take it down (Im not going to, just venting i dont think anyone should contact past abusers at all cost.)because it disgusts me so much like you were so horrible to me and what???? retaliated??? I did not do nearly anything terrible enough to justify what this man did to me. God im just so fking mad I dont know where else to vent this. I got diagnosed cptsd directly after my relationship with him because my symptoms were so severe that I was in and out of the doctors for health problems like are you kidding me?