u/Inner-Ad-1497

Ok so, i lost my grandpa a day after my birthday in 2021. I have been very very close to him, and i genuinely really really love him and have never loved anyone in my life as much asi love him. His death hit me really hard. Like very hard. And i'm smn who's in general very bad at handling the death of my loved ones, that concept has always been very uncomfortable to me, although i do believe that the body is merely a vessel and the soul is immortal, but i can't help the fact that i'm very attached to him and miss him a lot. I also feel very bad that i wasn't able to tell him properly how much i love him and appreciate him. My grandpa was a very very spiritual person, we come from a spiritual family and unfortunately we're all very caught up with this materialistic monetary world so we barely have any time talking about how we've been feeling, etc. I have been missing him terribly these days to the point that i end up clutching my heart and cry my lungs out, it is clear that i have been grieving and still am. However, abt a week ago, i had a very vivid dream, where my grandpa and grandma, both of them were sitting on the couch that i used to play woth them on as a kid; the dream started with me running to my grandpa and just clutch him and start weeping. He immediatly hugged me and didnt let go while i cried my heart out, i told him how much i miss him and never want to leave him, all thru that, he just stayed there, soothing me and calmly listened to me sob while patting my back and hair, js the way he always did. What really caught me off guard was how real it felt; the way i was crying, the way he was hugging me, the way he was holding me, the way he smelt, it all felt as if he was still here and he hadn't passed away. I then, woke up crying. And ever since that dream happened, i've been feeling even more closer to him (if that's even possible), and last night i decided i'd try manifesting talking to him a little more, if i'd get any signs. So all i did was whisper to the universe and him while slipping into sleep that i wish i could just see him once again, talk to him once again, just once. And, i dreamt about him that night. I don't remeber really well what he had said, but i do remeber that worried expression on his face while he was talking to me or looking at me. I just want to know if there's any way for me to talk to him once more, tell him i'm sorry and that i really love him and hope he's happy.