Long story short I was a child/teen who used MD to get out of reality of toxic /traumatic upbringing/ household. It consumed my life then and had very poor coping skills. I literally had fallen into that reality. I grew out of it thankfully in highschool. After years of therapy I don’t have this now but I often think about the relationships I damaged with said friends growing up. Reconnecting with old friends is tough. How does everyone get by? How does everyone cope? I still feel guilty often.
u/Inner-Ad3064 — 18 days ago