u/Inner-Explanation478

I dont know how to deal with this constant guilt that i am doing the deen wrong. I cannot acceot certain hadiths, or at least, their wild interpretations and somehow that categorizes me as wanting the "dunya" and being a pick and choose person? I genuienly want to follow islam good. My peiority is my closeness to Allah. Buf oh my God, the tiny details and laws and the hearsay and the halal and haram is so suffocating. Like i had to argue today with someone why you cannot marry off a child. And this man was saying its okay if the father marries off his CHILD before puberty even, even as a baby, but that the girl moves in with her "husband" once she gets her period. I dont care. That is a child 😭💔 a baby.