u/Inner-Reference-973

What does rest actually look like for you? How do you remove the mask. It seems pretty stuck. I'm in a constant state of procrastination, even when nothing is urgent. I just need a break without guilt.

Every week I procrastinate the job I have to do, until Sunday and then procrastinate more until I get it done. I got it done on Friday. I now have no impending doom of it getting done. I'm miserable. I don't like it. I dont like relaxing, I dont know how to. I, I live with the drive to procrastinate. 😭 what's wrong with me 😔

Question: do we all prefer the floor? Looking around at my neurodiverse aquantencies, we all prefer it. To sit, to lie, to just be. Also... lying on my stomach 10/10. Any science or research bout this?