u/Inside-Profile1163

Hello reddit. Im 24 years old and around middle school i realized i was smaller in that department than most. Mainly due to porn. But over the years untill now it has made me completely spiral mentally. Ive gained so much weight and self hatred for something i was born with. I never had a girlfriend, although i never tried. I just cant seem to wrap my mind around the fact that my penis is smaller than my thumb :( i then became addicted to marinuana and alcohol to escape my shit reality which then led to further issues. I didnt have much to look forward to… most people want a family in life or just to make your family proud whatever it may be. 3 years ago my mom and grandpa died (who i called my dad) and now im facing homelessness because the family house is being taken by insurance. Im lost, i have nothing to look forward to and most of all i lost hope… having a micropenis has consumed me over the years and i soon will leave this shit reality i was born into👍 Thala for listening