u/Inside_Regret_2438

I don't even get to be left on read anymore. It's been 10 days. I noticed that we started to really drift apart about a month ago, when they stopped sharing their regular thing with me (can't go into more detail, trying to keep it vague, sorry). I've asked what's up multiple times and got ignored. Our friendship seems to be going down the toilet or is already there. They have more than a dozen friends, I have one. That's why I'm still clinging onto it. I need more friends, but it's impossible for me at this point in life. All I've got is loneliness and misery.

They're the only person I talk to these days besides my family. I lost my other online friends years ago when I had a psychotic episode and started taking psych meds. I haven't been able to make new friends since then. The said friend stuck with me through my illness and was always supportive and great up until now. I'm left on read or they don't open my message at all. I hope it's temporary, otherwise it's gonna be dark and sad times for me. Our daily chats, inside jokes accumulated over the years, etc were keeping me afloat. Now I'm left with nothing.