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I’m so fucking scared.
I’ve been sitting here for almost a week and I haven’t moved an inch. They’re still outside, waiting for me. They’re a stubborn lot, I’ll give them that.
Too stubborn.
I’m feeling lightheaded. I can barely swallow, my throat is so dry. I feel so tired, so weak, as if I’m slowly wasting away. I can’t even stand up anymore or else everything starts spinning.
I wish Dusekkar were here… he could get them to calm down, talk it out with them, make them see sense… God, I miss him so much…
Maybe they’ll go away soon. Maybe they’ll finally realize that I didn’t mean to, that this is all a big misunderstanding, that it’s not all it’s said to be…
Maybe they’ll leave me alone. Yes, that must be it. They might be stubborn, but no one is stubborn enough to wait for a whole week. Yes, yes, they’ll give up soon enough, they’ll go away, they’ll leave me alone… Then I’ll finally be able to work my way out of this little mess, get out of this trap they set for me, and then I’ll be free, away from the public eye…
Just a little longer…. Just a little longer, and I’ll finally be free….