u/InsuranceDue2

I tried therapy didn't work tried medicine tht too didn't work, ended up overdosing on my medication multiple times. Got saved by my family every time. Am not even sure how they figure it out. Sometimes back i felt bit of hope, felt things were changing and now its hitting me hard again. I feel like i don't wanna live no more. What to do? Iam loosing my hope again. Is thr any way to get out of this? Any miracle, magic, witchcraft, voodoo anything.. am ready to do anything. I just want to feel less pain.. i want this pain to go away..