I spent my whole life thinking I was just a lazy and unmotivated person. I never wanted to do anything after work, I had zero drive to socialize, and I just accepted that I was someone with low energy. I even went to therapy for a while thinking I was just naturally depressed and tried a bunch of different habits to fix it.
I finally got bloodwork done recently and my levels were completely in the shitter. I started TRT and it is crazy how much my mindset shifted. I actually want to wake up and get things done now. I am speaking up more and I actually enjoy leaving the house on weekends. It feels good, but it is also a huge mind trip. I keep looking back at my past and realizing I missed out on so much because my hormones were just wrecked.
Has anyone else dealt with this realization? It is tough not to feel angry that I lost years thinking I just had a defective personality when it was a hormone issue the entire time.