u/Intelligent_Bet_7210

I don't know where to start exactly.

I'm not exactly diagnosed with anything, but I haven't gone to see a specialist, but I've been numb for a really long time.

And it's not that I don't want to do things, but I find it almost impossible to actually do more than the bare minimum to stay alive unless someone else asks me for something.

I'm not suicidal or anything, but it's like nothing is going to happen.

I have friends, I go to events, I'm in college, I'm employed, so I feel like I shouldn't be high on the roster of people who need help with this sort of thing, but I feel stuck. I don't know how to ask for help with this kind of thing except for just: help?