u/Intelligent_Fig_210

Hi! I did my level I and II Reiki training in 2018, and while I practiced for some years following, it's been quite a while since I've practiced. I've gone through some tough times these last few years and feel really disconnected from it all, and honestly, from a sense of source, but I really want to get back into it. Should I be getting retrained? It seems silly to ask if this is something that can be lost, but I'm curious about the best way to reconnect with the practice on self and eventually to others. Some practitioners seem to be so in flow when giving Reiki, and I feel far from that, which makes me question the training I received. Mentorship is also hard to find these days. Any guidance would be great!