I have been sewercidal since some of my earliest memories. I never intended to live this long. Im riddled with mental illness and pretty much on going trauma for as long as i remember. I spend most of my time trying not to think about the past. Heres a question though.
Seeing how im apparently not going to die soon even with the damage done from my 3 previous attempts.
What do i do with life?
I used to be an artist but have felt so broken from the last few years i havnt produced anything for a long time.
The idea of selling my time to make my boss rich while i struggle to provide for myself sickens me.
I want to make a difference in the world but im just tired of the rampant apathy and misinformation thats being eaten up by the masses.
I dont know what to do, and everything seems to be getting worse.