Approched a women for the first time
decided to step out of my comfort zone i dont know what i was thinking or why i did it im the biggest fool for even trying to do something impossible i thought this women was pretty not model level or anything like that normal i guess? i attempted to talk to her nowing i have 0 social skills and i got rejected reason being.... the freakles on my face she said i look dirty 😌 i already new i was a hideous alien looking thing this just confirmed it thanks for reading this far if u did have a good day!
context: i didnt just randomly walk up and cold approach her
the sun was shining today so i figured ill go on a walk i stopped by the store after leaving the house grabbed something to drink then walked to the park up the street she was already sitting on a bench looking at her phone i kept walking and sat down on the swing weird ik for a 19 close to 20 year old to do but the neighborhood im in is kinda dead many people usually dont be outside so i sat on the swing like i usually do grab my phone and watch videos i look up and take a quick glance just to make sure the other person isnt hostile and i avoid eye contact with people for to long i notice shes looking directly at me so i quickly look back at my phone a few mintues pass while im slowly moving the swing i uncovered my face and took a sip of my drink keep in mind i never uncover my face when outside anywhere only when im with family or chilling with my dad anyway i get up to go throw my drink in the trash i almost tripped over a log i didnt see cuz i was head down in my phone while walking i heard a giggle or laugh then she asked are u okay i said im good then covered my face back up while feeling embarrassed at the same time idk what i was thinking trying to talk to her with my horrible social skills and these disgusting freakles