Advice
For context, I have always had addiction problems. When I was 15 yes I got addicted to oxy. I got clean from that (almost 900 days), and luckily my parents never found out. However, I am diagnosed with ADHD, and I have been trying super hard not to abuse my Adderall, but recently it’s gotten really bad. I had a huge school project to work on, so I took a little extra… I always get super depressed and suicidal from my comedown, and to avoid that, I’ve been continuing to take my Adderall. I haven’t slept or eaten in 5 days, but I’m scared to stop because I know the comedown will be absolutely awful, and I just can’t deal with the depression right now. Do I just tough it out? Tell my parents? I can’t keep going on like this I’m going crazy
EDIT: To make things worse, both of my parents are therapists 😭