u/Interesting-Hunt3230

So i am 18 (M) a gamer from the last 3 years my doctor prescribed me 20mg mdet INSPIRAL IR so it works nothing to me so i used to take 40 mg first then after over and over now i am on 200mg and i know i am overdosing it but i cant stop myself to not take it & u know in 3 days i ran out of meds and wait for 27 days for next appointment but i fell very tired & borry without meds i am just a dull guy after waking up i dont have any mood to take the meds but after taking it i cant stop to dose myself next