u/Interesting-Joke3001

I'm 17, and I'm a high school student, mostly getting C and D. I'm surrounded by my ambitious peers, Olympiad winners, and leaders, and I feel like crap. I feel like I've wasted my entire life.

I live in an average family, I get along well with my mom, but I don't get along well with the rest of my family. I have no friends, I've never had a relationship, it's like I'm just existing, slowly waiting for my body to expire. I have no goals, I have no idea why I exist. I don't have any special outstanding talents, I don't get along with people, I'm not interested in anything.

It scares the hell out of me that this could go on for many more years. :(