Sooo... I dont even know where to start so ima be blunt. Ive been in a relationship with my boyfriend for 7 years and I think im over it.
The relationship started when we were both young... ive put A LOT of time and had A LOT of patience with him. He's basically addicted to porn and I dont really appreciate it. We've talked about it since the first week we started dating after I found nudes from some model in his gallery but it was always lie after lie. Back in 2020 he initiated a break and he acted like I was his but he wasn't mine. Found out he was chilling with his ex but they "didnt fuck"... It still weighs heavily on my heart but what hurt more was the lies about not watching porn anymore. 2022 came along and I initiated a break because I couldn't deal with the lies and hiding shit from me. Turns out he had a bunch secret accounts to look at naked girls. I forgave him because I wasn't ready to let go yet and he didnt buy nudes... Now its 2026 and we have a 7 month old and I found out back in December that in October he had bought nudes while I was 4 week postpartum and eveyone has changed for me. Since December ive been distant and its like living with a roommate and we occasionally have sex but maybe once a month... we're in therapy, its was weekly, then it became biweekly, now we haven't been to therapy in 5 weeks. Is it even worth fighting for anymore after trying so hard to make it work?