I see a really pretty woman or man, then hate myself because I feel like I'll never have someone else like me like that. Both men and women like women with hips at least wider than her shoulders, or a large bust to make up for it. Makes me feel like my identity is somehow less because of my physical traits making me both less desirable and less relatable. People love to talk about how privileged stick-thin women are and how chubbier women are actual survivors of sexism, but also claim the fact that skinny women like me are undesirable and incredibly unattractive. It just makes me feel like I'm undeserving of love or kinship.
My waist is skinny, yeah, but my hips are only about as wide as my shoulders, and I have a 29DD cup (sounds big, but it's not). I have only heard bad things about this body type. I have never loved my skinny thighs, or my small boobs, or my hips (which apparently look like those of a 12 year old boy). I hate knowing I'm bi and exploring my sexuality, because wtf is the use if you're just not going to be adequate for either gender?