u/InterestingSuccess11

I get the shitty feeling that you are already erasing me from everything and moving on instantly once again. How about you actually analyze our relationship?

Question the fucked-up thoughts you accuse me of constantly (I am not your ex and not your mother), and how having to defend myself from your attacks affects me. Every issue you have, is some trumped up bullshit that I would never think, let alone do. You are dead wrong about so much, and I can only hope you see the truth FOR ONCE. How every time you walked away after I opened up, dismissing everything I said.

Your actions/thoughts have absolutely made things impossible for me. You want me to give you everything you want, while depriving me of the basics I need to feel safe in our relationship and future together. You caused all the confusion; you ignored my pleas for the basics. I explained why it hurt me in detail, and you don't care. Nothing changed, you actually got worse over time, putting everything on me to fix and be perfect.

I never had a chance, not at any point. How can you say you gave me a chance, when all of the evidence says you didn't even try to work with me. You always got your way, when did I ever get my way, even once?

Maybe you will finally stop blaming me and actually analyze yourself and what you did. It is long overdue. I hope you can finally take ownership of all that you did and see the reality of your actions. It isn't my fault, but I do have blame. I owned my shit, but you refuse to own yours. Do the right thing for once. You completely broke me; I would love to know why, wouldn't you?