Here we go again
In the midst of the silence in this tiny room I’m in right now,
feelings of isolation, loneliness, boredom, worthlessness, and emptiness creep in.
Being stuck and feeling lost perfectly describe this familiar scene I’ve been experiencing for the longest time.
I feel like I have no one to confide in about all the things that have been bothering me for quite a while now.
Only God knows what I’ve truly been feeling—a broken mess filled with misery and pain.
With no one to talk to—not even my family—and without friends who can fully grasp the weight of the sorrows I’ve been carrying for so long,
I find myself drowning in silence.
Oh God, please save me… help me.
I’ve been drowning in this pain and loneliness for quite some time now.
The only thing that keeps me going is this tiny glimpse of hope that never seems to fade within me.
I don’t know what it’s called, but it’s what has been holding me together all this time.
Through it all, I still believe there is a tomorrow waiting for me—a tomorrow where I can regain the light that has slowly faded from parts of who I am.
I pray that someday soon, I’ll finally see that person again—
someone filled with love, hope, kindness, gratitude, and peace.