How do I bottom for my trans girlfriend?
My transgender girlfriend and I have been in a relationship for eight months. She is awesome and fantastic. We met on a dating site and texted for a week. After some time, she told me she is trans and asked if I wanted to be her boyfriend and soulmate. Since I have no problem with her being trans, I happily accepted. She used to work in a flower shop.After two months, she asked if I was interested in sex. On February 14th, we had our first night together, and it was lovely. She was the bottom, and she guided me the entire time since I was new to anal sex. She evidently loved it and knew exactly how to enjoy herself. After five months, we moved into a house together and had sex frequently. It was always a regular routine: kissing, foreplay, and then I would penetrate her. I always preferred using lots of lubricant and condoms, but she was completely against using them, and I never understood why.A few weeks ago, she asked if she could suck my cock, and I was fine with that. This month, she asked if I had any issues with her penis and if I was comfortable with it. I said yes because I love her exactly as she is. She then asked me to give her a deep-throat blowjob. It was very hard for me because I had never done it before and had zero experience. Her penis is also quite hairy, 9 inches long, and thick. Since then, I have given her blowjobs almost every day, sometimes several times a day. It takes a long time for her to get hard and ejaculate. The problem is that when she gets hard, she becomes very dominant, forces herself down my throat, and always ejaculates inside. She dislikes it when I spit out her cum, so I usually swallow it just to make her happy. I am fine with doing this because she means everything to me, and she does the same for me. When she was on hormone therapy early on, her penis became smaller, but this past March she had a minor surgery and adjusted her hormones to make it grow back.Five days ago, on her birthday, she asked me to bottom for her. I couldn't say no. It was my very first time bottoming. I sucked her penis, and then she turned around and tried to penetrate my ass without any lube or a condom—using only spit. I was only able to take about 2 inches of her before I had to stop. It was completely unbearable. The next day, she bought different types of butt plugs and lubricant, telling me to use them to prepare for her penis. She put the smallest plug inside me and asked me to leave it there for hours. She also used her fingers to try and stretch my anus. Because of this, my ass is so sore that I cannot even sit down. I promised her that I would bottom for her this coming Monday.Please give me advice on how to be a good bottom for her. How can I give her a pleasant blowjob, and how should I prepare my body? Is it bad that I sometimes don't want to swallow her cum? Do trans women who are tops usually like to dominate during penetration and oral sex? If there are any trans women who are tops here, please tell me what you expect from your bottoms. She was there for me during my toughest times, and I want to give this joy back to her.