
Imprisoned inside my head
I've written my problem on a paper, because I feel more authentic doing that, as compared to digitally expressing it.
Please do read it, and offer your insights and solutions 🥹🙏🏻

I've written my problem on a paper, because I feel more authentic doing that, as compared to digitally expressing it.
Please do read it, and offer your insights and solutions 🥹🙏🏻
Self explanatory title.
I keep thinking about studying, the whole day, and it stresses me out tremendously, and it makes me feel as if I'm busy all the time, when in reality, i barely study for 2-3 hrs and it's super pathetic. I need to study atleast 5 hrs a day.
I don't know if it's just me, or if anyone else struggles with it too, but I feel like whenever I put in more effort in my studies, I perform even worse, than if I had just winged it.
Say for example, if I have a test.. and I study 30 days prior to it, I'll get super shitty scores, and if I just study for it for 7 days prior to the exam, I'll perform quite well.
And now some of you might say that, "hey just study for 7 days, then". But I don't want to do that. I want to distribute my workload across a longer duration and have a disciplined life, instead of doing things in random spurts of productivity.
This is taking a toll on my mental health as I'm clueless as to what is the deal behind this phenomenon, and what can be done to improve it!?
I don't know if it's just me, or if anyone else struggles with it too, but I feel like whenever I put in more effort in my studies, I perform even worse, than if I had just winged it.
Say for example, if I have a test.. and I study 30 days prior to it, I'll get super shitty scores, and if I just study for it for 7 days prior to the exam, I'll perform quite well.
And now soone if you might say that, "hey, then just study for 7 days".. but I don't want to do that. I want to distribute my workload across a longer duration, and I want to study regularly instead of sudden spurts of productivity
This is taking a toll on my mental health as I'm clueless as to what is the deal behind this phenomenon, and what can be done to improve it!?
I don't know if it's just me, or if anyone else struggles with it too, but I feel like whenever I put in more effort in my studies, I perform even worse, than if I had just winged it.
Say for example, if I have a test.. and I study 30 days prior to it, I'll get super shitty scores, and if I just study for it for 7 days prior to the exam, I'll perform quite well.
This is taking a toll on my mental health as I'm clueless as to what is the deal behind this phenomenon, and what can be done to improve it!?
Hey! I'm a complete beginner to UPSC preparation, and I've always wanted to pursue civil services...
I'm currently 19, and I plan to appear for UPSC 2029, as my first attempt.
How do I start studying for it, from home, without any paid subscriptions (for now) for anything?
I want to know:-
How to plan effectively?
From where to start?
Free resources.
If anyone can help me, I'd be really grateful🥹🥹🙏🏻
Hey! I'm a complete beginner to UPSC preparation, and I've always wanted to pursue civil services...
I'm currently 19, and I plan to appear for UPSC 2029, as my first attempt.
How do I start studying for it, from home, without any paid subscriptions (for now) for anything?
I want to know:-
How to plan effectively?
From where to start?
Free resources.
If anyone can help me, I'd be really grateful.