u/Interesting_Olive_43

I don't even have the energy to get up and eat I wish my baby was here more than anything I just feel like dying I didn't wanna get sick and wish I just had a normal healthy pregnancy (I had HG) I think about my baby everyday is there really no way I can be with her without dying

I 19 lost baby last year may 3rd I think about my baby everyday and I just wanna be with her everyday even my mom dosent understand me. I had Hg and almost died she had no heartbeat at hospital I had to go for dnc anyway I just feel like I failed and I should have been able to make her healthy again no one understands and everyone thinks I’m happy and enjoying life I wish I would die everyday