21M, PLEASE HELP — don’t ignore this post, I genuinely need advice
I'm 21M and this is my first relationship. We've been in an LDR for around 9 months and we've never met in person.
She's already broken my trust multiple times. Around 4 times I've found things that hurt me, but I still forgave her because I was really attached to her.
There was also a guy she told me was a female friend. After around 7 months, I found out he was actually a guy and had been her best friend for 3 years. I still forgave her.
Today, we were on VC and she was screen sharing. I saw a chat with a guy and asked her to open it. She suddenly said "Mummy aa gayi" and cut the call.
Later, when she came back, I found out she had deleted that chat.
Now I'm just confused. I don't know what was in that chat, but after everything that's happened before, it's really difficult for me to trust her.
I don't know whether I'm being paranoid or I'm just ignoring obvious red flags.
What should I do? Give her another chance or finally walk away?