Coming out of a painful two year relationship. We are both 30 and have known each other since high school. I can’t describe the way it feels, I thought I would be with this person the rest of my life. It was just so difficult for us to get along in the end. And I thought we might work it out but now it seems she’s seeing someone else and lying to me about it. I wouldn’t want to be with someone like that anyway which is why I guess I’m writing this today. This shit sucks but I’m trying to look at it as a fresh start. A chance to really get sober and get my shit together. It feels like such a cliche fucking story but I guess it’s life…
Trying to keep my mind positive and not go dark… sometimes it just feels like I’ll be alone for the rest of my life and maybe that’s just the story of so many people right now.
TL;DR
I don’t want to be alone forever