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My boyfriend (21M) wants me (21F) to give him oral, he did it to me once, and I absolutely loved it. But fair is fair and he really, really wants me to do it to him. Thing is, I was a virgin before him, and I was abused multiple times by my ex boyfriend. So I have no ideas how am I supposed to give him a blowjob ? I want to, but I feel a bit…humiliated, weird about it. I’m also scared of the taste or the sensation in my mouth. I want to try it, and he asks me for it every single time we have sex (even though he doesn’t pressure me), and I really want to give that to him. But I’m kinda craving some advice on how to overcome that ?