Trying to find a destiel horror fic I can't remember the title of
Edit: SOLVED, dm me if you want pdfs of all 11 destiel fics the author sent me. Just one is horror. They deleted their ao3 but gave me their blessing to share these. The fic is "After Dark" and the author is winchester-reload on tumblr, saltywords (agent4hire22) on ao3, and jackiedeeart on patreon if those ring any bells for old timers on here!
It's a canon fic, heavy on the horror and written maybe 10 years ago? It takes place later in the series, maybe season 11-ish. The chapters had cool animated art of Cas at the top so his eyes glowed and there were lightning effects. I think the fic might have taken place after Amara and Chuck leave. There's a long scene in a bar where everyone's taking shelter or getting ready to go out and fight, and a scene towards the end with a cherub or a god of love. Cas is left alone with her for some reason and is injured. I can't remember if it's him or Dean but I think one of them gets stabbed in the heart. The very end of the fic is a sort of twist ending where you're not sure if it's real or not.
I'm finally being organized about downloading fics I love and this one's been near the top of my list and I just can't find it in my (way, wayy too many lol) ao3 bookmarks, so I'm wondering if it was on tumblr. REALLY hoping it wasn't deleted 😢
Horror canon fics are my favorite so if anyone has any others to recommend please lmk!