I feel like its easier to talk to my friends than my partner
I (25 M) am in a 6-month long relationship with my partner (23 M). Since the starting we knew we had subtle differences because we grew up v differently- i grew up in a city and he grew up in a town 100 kms off of Rajasthan. However we both fell for each other and I think I have never been this physically compatible with someone. However sometimes I feel like for me its easier to talk to my friends like just doing bakchodi here and there than my partner. I know that sounds bad- I have known my friends a long time- sometimes i will just have a conversation with them for 40 mins and i would not even realise it. I dont wanna burden my partner with such a heavy expectation but I see this going ling term and I dont know how to navigate this. Any advice would be very helpful.