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I went thrifting the other day and I always want to go to the women’s section and pick something out but I always get so scareddd and back out at the last second. I always do that awkward stare to the women’s section but I always feel like I’ll be judged for being there. I feel like people don’t care as much as I think they do so I should probably just do it because some things I see would be so cute in pictures I always regret not buying any

I find it funny that when I’m with my friends and someone jokes about something being too “girly” or makes jokes about being a femboy or liking guys. It’s just ironic that they don’t know and it’s all just jokes while I 100% fit the description and just dress up in private.

I look like a pretty masculine guy and I present and act in a very masculine way and enjoy being a guy and doing stereotypically masculine things in day to day life but I also think I can pull off being cute and feminine too and really love dressing up feminine. It’s not all the time but even sometimes when I’m out with friends or family and we’re shopping and I pretend to not care much for the girlier stuff I do find myself drawn to it. I don’t have confidence to tell anyone super close to me that I like to dress girly but I’ve had people close to me find feminine clothes and makeup I owned as a young kid. I’m kind of tired of always talking about masculine things and I wish I had a space where I had friends to talk to about girly things without fear of judgement. It feels like I’m contradicting myself all the time. I’m just worried that it’ll be too late to explore being a femboy if I keep worrying and I’ll be more stressed.

My girlfriend asked me if she could do my makeup. I was taken by surprise but I was so excited. She did it yesterday and I loved it even though none of it was my shade it was so fun and I can’t wait to do it again sometime.

I finally picked up the clothes I had ordered and I tried them on and I’m so happy with it!!! There’s a few things I still want to get but my collection is started!

I have really dark Italian leg and arm hair and I’ve just recently started trimming it which made me nervous because of how noticeable it is but I want a good way to hide it while I dress so I look more feminine. Later on I may end up shaving it off but at the moment I’m too nervous to completely shave it off because it’ll be super noticeable. Any help is appreciated!!

I’ve never actually owned any of my own feminine clothes and I ordered my first few pieces of feminine clothing a little bit ago and they get here tomorrow!!! I’m so excited and nervous but I can’t wait to try them on.