Just watched the movie called requiem for a Dream. I can un seen those scenes. It's actually really hard to process those scenes. And Harry's hand god...... Overall the movie was different and disturbing.
I’m a 21M graduate and I think I messed myself up emotionally over a girl from college. I’ve known her since my 2nd year. We weren’t super close, but I always liked her personality. She talks very respectfully, has this calm energy, soft slow movements, and just feels peaceful to be around. I genuinely don’t know why I got so attached, but being around her made me feel good internally.
During final year exams, I finally told her that I wanted to spend more time with her and get to know her better. She agreed, but she also called me “anna/brother.” After that, I didn’t continue the conversation because I felt confused and kind of understood what it meant. A few days later, I had a dream that we were actually in a relationship. It felt so real that after waking up, my mind has been completely messed up. Ever since then I keep thinking about her constantly.
I deleted my old Instagram account some time back, made a new one recently, and sent her a follow request. She still hasn’t accepted it. That honestly hurt more than I expected.
Now I feel stuck between wanting to tell her I love her and knowing she’s probably not interested in me that way. I have her number, but I don’t want to embarrass myself or make things worse. The worst part is this is affecting my confidence and even my focus on career opportunities. I actually do have job opportunities right now, but my mind keeps going back to her and I feel emotionally drained.
Has anyone else experienced this kind of attachment over someone who probably never saw you romantically? How did you move on mentally?
A new party called cockroach Janata party is taking over the internet. They have mentioned some manifesto. Some of them are judging them and others are appreciating them. This moment has started because someone has referred that unemployed people are cockroaches.
They think unemployed people are like the book metamorphosis by Frank kafka.
2026 batch here, faculty said let's publish a journal paper of our work and ask us the money for some tests which are not at all included in the final report. Now the faculty is not responding and keeps on saying that we'll do it. I worked on it so much but still I can't trust him.
I had a dream at 4 AM that I got together with my crush. So, the backstory is that we used to talk normally as junior and senior, but then we lost touch. Later, I told her that I wanted to get to know her more, and she said, “Sure, we can do it, anna 😭.” After that, I kind of understood where it might lead, so I stopped thinking about her.
But today after 2 months, I had such a beautiful dream a really lovely one. In the dream, we got into a relationship, spent time together, and I was genuinely happy. Then I woke up and suddenly felt really sad
Edit: i graduated and I can't meet her anyone but I have her number.