i took compromising pictures of random women when i was 15-18
It started when i was 15, i had never been in an relationship at that point and my views on personal space and privacy were non-existent
for some background information, i discovered porn at a very young age. As time went on i always had to find something different and extreme to satisfy my impulses and that had no doubt fucked up my brain a lot.
fast forward to when i was 15, i was never bad looking but always had this sense of insecurity because of a condition i had since birth that made my smile look a bit weird. one day while i was working out at the gym in my building, i saw a beautiful girl sunbathing near the pool (there was a huge glass window pane thingy that connected the gym and swimming pool area) and it really aroused me. while she was applying sunscreen i took out my phone and took a few pictures of her from a weird angle and went about my day, (im not going to specify what i did with that image but u probably get it) after a while it became my kink and i collected about 200 images like these of different women in my hidden folder.
When i was 18 it finally hit me what a disgusting creep i was and i deleted every single one of those images. I feel like a POS whenever i reflect about that time in my life and it still haunts me to this day