crush advice
hi, so I (17F) developed this crush on my friend like 2 months ago, we sit together in some classes have shared friends and all. I really like her but whenever i’m around her i’m such a nervous mess and i feel like im making the whole thing really awkward, like i don’t know what to say or talk about (the thing is that it’s only with her so i dont really know what to do). I think it may stem from the fact that she’s sometimes kind of mean to me and other times she laughs with me like we’ve been friends for a long time so im in this hot&cold territory.
Another thing is that i’m from a quite conservative community and i’m closeted meaning i’m scared to come out to practically anyone (only 2 ppl in my life know). One time we were talking and i think she said something along the lines of “i don’t like men anyway” but my dumbass didn’t hear her clearly and i didn’t ask her to repeat herself and now it’s too late for me to either come out or ask again😭😭😭
We have been to the movies together (she offered me her jacket) and i really like her but don’t know what to do, how to even text her, should i hint that i like her (but maybe she’s straight so it’ll make it weird) PLEASE HELP 🙏🙏