A little embarrassed to admit this but here I goes.
I’ve been addicted to Pornography since September 2025 and since then I’ve felt a great turmoil in my heart. For context, I’m a devout Catholic and belive consumption of pornography is gravely sinful, and yet I still find myself coming back to this sin. It’s lead me to all sorts of different terrible things including cam sites where I lost $70 and was at risk of sextortion. I’ve been to at least five different priests, tried anti-porn apps, tried prayer, but I keep failing. I feel weak, I feel like a loser, like a fraud. I’ve grown weary in my faith and feel myself being more distant to God. A week ago I promised myself that I was done with porn and I challenged myself to go a year porn-free, and yet I’ve already failed twice.
Any advice brothers, if not, pray to God to give me strength, that would be helpful.