u/JG062000

I'm 26 yo, used to be strong in the mind, smoke cigarettes and drink alcohol. I have a partner with bpd and a 2yo daughter whomst I love dearly. I've burnt myself 30 times counting with cigarettes after I smoke, idk if it's fair about the partner with bpd part but idk i want to be a good person/father but it's hard with this female. One day she is loving me and helping me fix my wounds, next she make want to cause them. Is this been experieced before. Why do I keep burning myself