u/JRose2396

Another night with no one answering me when I need it. Obviously no one cares. I have no one. Just me and my blade. I'm so sick of people crossing my boundaries. Im sick of not feeling important. Im sick of being hurt by things my fiancé says and does. I just want to be a good mom and I feel like im failing at that also...im tired and alone and nothing is okay...all I wanna do is rip my skin apart.

It hurts so much to see your messages of wanting to die and how you relapsed again go unread unanswered and you know people are busy but...you'd drop everything to talk till they felt ok if it was the other way around...