u/JackHammerD_A

I'm only 17, so there's not many options for me x~x

I don't have any kind of community, witch craft related or not, and it's really hard to feel motivated to learn when I'm completely on my own.

I'm looking for a community I can talk to as friends, teachers, or fellow learners, even if I'm mostly a quiet observer, I just want to be able to have a place I can ask questions, share interesting things, or just be a part of something haha

Hi!

I'm super new at this, and I just want to put these thoughts somewhere because I'm having a lot of them X°X

In my life, and my interpretations of life and people, masculine and feminine energy has never been a divide as in "one is passive in the changes they make in their and others lives," and "one is forward with their actions," and I find it impossible to interpret it that way :/

It's like the more I look into it, the less connected I feel to these cards, and I'm feeling really lost.

Feminine figures have always been the main leaders in my life, but that's not to say I don't view masculine figures as leaders as well! I just can't envision feminine figures in a position of power/leadership as inherently masculine in energy, because of their direct action and/or drive.

The response that I'm thinking too literally is valid I suppose, but it's completely impossible for me to think of feminine and masculine energies in this way, because the feminine being an embodiment of nurturing and emotional maturity, while the king is embodiment of success and power completely contradicts my outlook on life and energy.

Obviously I am misunderstanding many aspects of these concepts and topics, I am a COMPLETE beginner, but there are just some fundamentals and patterns that appear in everything, and I feel like by interpreting it so differently, I am doing something wrong, or "purposely bothering myself."

I know there are people who do this kind of thing completely based on their own beliefs and interpretations, but maybe I just need reassurance that when I do it, it's valid.

Or maybe it isn't and this kind of thing just isn't for me, I don't know T^T