Testosterone made my life so much better.
Things I didn’t even know were issues got fixed I slept better felt better looked better everything was perfect. It was my first cycle I’m coming off now doing a pct and I’m just looking back on all of it. I made my life so good know that I’m not having those optimal levels I can feel the difference so bad. I started this journey because I wanted to get a good physique but it’s so much more then that now that I’m off I’m just realizing how much having optimal testosterone was perfect this is what is making me want to get on TRT I don’t even care about the cycles right now I just want to feel better feel confident feel like myself. There’s nothing I’ve ever taking before that made me feel like myself. I’ve done so many substances in my past it all felt nice in the moment but ruined me. But with testosterone it really is the most incredible thing I’ve ever felt not in a dopamine hit but in an overall positive sense of wellbeing sense of self. It’s this moment right now I’m realizing I want to feel like this forever it’s not about the gains it’s about the lifestyle it helps me in every way possible and even though I’m starting my PCT and I just don’t feel great I’m looking forward to eventually get back on and do it for the long haul not a crazy dose just something light to make me feel like the man I once looked at in the mirror and knew this was me this is who I am. I felt it for a moment and I miss that version of myself. I’m not gonna scrap the pct even tho part of me doesn’t I’m going to be discipline come off for 4 months then I’ll be ready to do this again with a different approach do it properly reallly prepare for this lifelong journey for myself. I got to see that version of myself I wanted to see I got to feel it and now I can’t stop thinking about it. I just felt like ranting this because the pct is not easy. But if I want to do this properly I need to prepare myself. I hope that makes sense I’m going to use these steroids smart not reckless it doesn’t hurt to start low and really understand your body and what will work optimally for my life and my future. You don’t know what you’re missing out on until you get a taste of what it feels like to be a man.